Don't bother me with your lies

Mon, 29 Jan 2007 03:16:13 GMT

So here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool....

1. Opening Credits:
Bad Girl-Usher

2. Waking Up:
Fall to pieces-Avril lavigne

3. First Day at School:
It's Tricky-Run Dmc

4. Falling in Love:
Boys of Summer-Dj sammy

5. Fight Song:
Heartbreaker-Mariah Carey

6. Breaking Up:
Tell me-Mase

7. Prom:
You had me form hello-Kenny Chesney

8. Life's Ok:
I'm gunna love you forever-Randy travis

9. Mental Breakdown:
Creep-TLC

10. Driving:
Favorite mistake-sheryl crow

11. Flashback:
Seasons of love-Rent soundtrack

12. Getting Back Together:
Say goodbye-chris brown

13. Wedding:
How to tuch a girl-jojo

14. Birth of a Child:
Heaven on earth-Belinda carisle

15. Death Scene:
shake it off-mariah carey

16. Funeral Song:
Dont forget about us-mariah carey

17. End Credits:
Saying goodbye-Eminem

Thu, 26 Oct 2006 02:54:45 GMT

So October is almost over already. This year is flying by already, I feel like the Summer just ended. Not much going on in my life. I make stupid decisons and cry about them later, but Im trying to get better with that. I always pick the wrong guy, but Im working on that too. The only exciting news I have is SEAN IS ENGAGED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I'm so excited for him. I love Ashley and obviously Seanie too. There getting married in September and Im a bridesmaid.

Tue, 17 Oct 2006 13:08:18 GMT

I should have stayed away..I should have known better

weekend

Thu, 12 Oct 2006 03:09:08 GMT

This weekend was amazing. It was so nice to go back to school and even though i was only there for a few hours it was nice to see the people I saw. I've missed them more than I realized. Colin's beach house was beautiful. We had to break in and sneak out but hey, no one can say that our weekend was boring. It wasn't boring but it was definetly mellow. We all slept late and watched tv. It was nice to not have to worry about school or work or anything.

Creech's wedding was great. The dresses were better than I thought they would be. I didn't look like a banana so that made me very happy. Although I did get death looks from some hater all weekend, but hey I can't help it that I rock at life lol

It's kinda sad to be home already. I already feel stressed again. I'm letting little shit get to me and I'm caring about something and somebody I swore I wouldnt. Of course me feelings never seem to listen to my head.

Weekend

Tue, 03 Oct 2006 01:41:53 GMT

It's amazing how much can change in a weekend. Me and Val have been hanging out alot and I'm glad I missed her. But this weekend was definetly interesting. I hung out with Dan who I havent sene in like 3 years. It was fun. It was kinda weird being at his house in Tc's room. I mean it's his room too but anytime I was there it was to see TC. So it was kinda weird but we had fun. He's a sweetheart. Im excited this weekend I'm returning to the dirty south! haha I will rock NC. Creech's wedding is going to be awesome and I can't wait to see my sisters.

sick

Thu, 28 Sep 2006 14:29:43 GMT

I feel like crappy yuck and I don't want to go to work...all this stress is mamking me sick

Weekend

Wed, 27 Sep 2006 03:54:20 GMT

This weekend Valerie had a small party. It was me, her, Amy, Brian, James, Bravo,and George. Well it ended up with me crying to Brian in the bathroom for like an hour. He was awesome though and really made me feel better. I'm not going into alot of details if you're a good friend you know what happened. I'm used to it though. Being the friend. Although I really feel that word should be banned from the dictionary. It's like telling someone they're nice and then punching them in the face. Thats pretty much being told your a "good friend" is like. Whatever. I'm used to it.

It much happier news I'm so excited for Creech's wedding. I will be back in the dirty south in less then 2 weeks!!!!!

This weekend

Mon, 18 Sep 2006 20:03:29 GMT

So this past weekend was really good. I had off Friday and Saturday. Friday I had class and then I came hoem was was just doing stuff around the house. Brian called me and he came over. It was nice cause I hadn't seen him in a while, we were talking about high school and people we've seen lately. We decided to go to the movies. We were going to see Little Miss Sunshine, but ended up seeing the Black Dalhia. James and his friend Bravo came too. It was ok. Kinda long but no to bad.

Saturday I went to Raceway Park in Jersey with James and Bravo. It was all trucks and monster trucks. And I have officially decided I want the ninja turtle monster truck because it was the coolest thing ever. I will have pictures to show you guys soon. It wasn't something I would normally go see, but it was cool. James and Bravo are really cool.

Yesterday I had to work...and I dont even wanna talk about that. But thats all thats going on

Summer re-cap

Mon, 04 Sep 2006 02:20:07 GMT

So this Summer was not at all what I thought it would be. It was a lot of fun and I definetly grew up alot though, so I guess it all worked out for the best.

Palm beach was beautiful. Our resort had an amazing ocen view. We could see it from mine and danielles balcony and mom and dads living room perfectly. We spent alot of time just hanging out in the pool and swimming in the ocean. We went to Miama for a day. We took a boat tour of all the celebrities houses. Daneille could have jumped over board and swam to Ricky Martin's house, but we managed to keep her from doing it. I had my first ever Hooter's experience. I got the shirt to prove it lol. My birthday came happened while we were there I turned the big 20. We went to this really good italian restaruant. It was fun.

I ended up working at Giggle's. I absolutely love it. Its so much fun and the people I work with are awesomer. Ange, Adam, and Daneille. We pretty much rock at life and have the best store ever. And for those of you that don't know, Giggle's is an adult novelty shop. We have awesome custmoers and alo of regulars. These two guys Mark and Dave come in every Thursday they are so funny. Definetly the highlight of everyweek. I love the questions we get. My first Saturday there I got a phone call asking how to remove anal beads because they were stuck, and it wasnt a prank call, because we get alot of those too...nope this lady was dead serious. And let me just warn underage people in Carmel, I live in Carmel I have a good idea of how is 18 and who has a fake id, don't try to come in with it, I will laugh at you and take it away.

School...yeah a bunch of crap happened that i'm not getting into on here and I'm living at home this semseter and going to Dutchess, but in Januray I will be returning to Barton. I miss my sisters and friends there like crazy, but I'm trying to make the best of being home. At least I have a job I like so that makes it a little bit easier.

So now that all of my friends are back at school, I'm lonely =( I miss them so much. But today I actually went to the movies with this Kid James. He's cool so hopefully we'll hang out more. I think thats it.

Summer

Sat, 17 Jun 2006 05:01:15 GMT

This Summer isnt turning out to be what I thought it would be. I'm really glad to be home. I love spending time with my family and seeing them everyday, so that really is great. Me and my dad are getting along well and thats a big plus, cause usually we just fight. What I'm not happy about is the lack of good friends this Summer. There not really bad friends, I just never get to see them. ***** I love you but you seem to be going through another new friend phase so maybe we'll hang out when its over, but as I've told you so many times, keep blowing me off and one day i'll be smart enough to walk away. ********* new name is Cinderella. She's on house arrest doing work. Yes it's important to help out at home I know that, and I help when I'm home too. But I miss you, and we never hang out. I'm spending alot of time with Nicole and I'm happy for that becasue we neer see each other. And alot of her friends remind me of my freinds from school.

I'm also learning this Summer that the people I thought i NEEDED in my life, I don't. I just like them to be there, but I'm learning to be fine without them. I can't keep stressing myself out about making everyone else happy and then being so miserable. I'm always there for my friends to talk to. No matter what time of the day or night and no matter how upset, or busy, or tired, im always there. They however seem to go MIA the second I'm stressed or mad an need someone to talk to and I'm sick of it. I'm going to try really hard to not put up with it anymore. Although I probally will because I'm stupid and let people walk all over me. But hey knowing you have a problem is the first step to fixing it.

Boys. Wow. What a waste of tears. So I see "boy" that I haven't seen in a while. We hug we talk we smile we go our seperate ways. I go home feeling brave send "boy" an email saying hey it was good to see you we should hang out. I wait for days with butterflies in my stomach because "boy" is very attractive and i'm not good with rejection. "boy" replies yeah i'm kinda busy but id love to here is my number. I write back you are busy, give me a call when you want to do something. I see "boy" everyday for 2 weeks. No phone call. Wednesday "boy" and I see each other at the place we always do. "boy" turns to girl who is not me and says hey can i have your number so we can hang out. my heart goes you stupid girl see what happens when you try. Yuck Im done with boys. ha

So me and the gym are best buddies lately. I finally felt that kick to get in shape so maybe somday a boy will love me. Wow that sounds so dramatic. To bad I dont even care.

Tonight me and Kathleen met at the diner. We had one of the best talks in a while. No matter how much time goes between how often we see each other it always feels like no time has passed. thats why she is one of my best friends. I never feel like she is judging me and we can talk about anything.

HOw many days till Palm beach???? Too many

Wed, 14 Jun 2006 14:59:24 GMT

Type your cut conten

1. Ever made out for 3 min?
Yes

2. Slept in a different bed?
yeah

3. Made out in a movie theatre?:
no

4. Made out in the woods?:
actually yes

5. Thought your cousin was hot?:
no thats gross

6. Stayed awake for more than 30 hours?:
no

7. Slept naked?:
no

8. Taken a shower with the opposite sex?:
no

9. Got so sunburned you peeled for weeks?:
nope I tan

10. Been in a vehicle for more than 24 hours?:
No

11. Driven a car?:
of course

12. Danced in front of your mirror?:
all the time

13. Gotten a hickey?
yes and it was gross

14. Been dumped?:
yea

15. Ever ripped up a picture?:
no i think its bad luck

16. Gotten in a car with people you just met?
I dont think so

17.Had sex with someone you first met?
no

18. Snuck out of your house to go see someone?:
Yeah stupid EJ

19. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?:
story of my life

20. Been arrested?:
nope

21. Made out with a stranger?:
no

22. Left your house without telling your parents?:
yes

23. Had a crush on your neighbor?
no

24. Ditched school to do something more fun?:
haha yeah me and Danielle thought school was an option senior year

25. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex?
yup

26. Seen someone die?
no

27. Been on a plane?:
yup

28. Kissed a picture?
yea back in the day

29. Slept in until 3?:
no

30. Love someone or miss someone right now?
Miss someone

31. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by?:
yup

32. Made a snow angel?:
ill still make em

33. Made a sand castle?:
wow its been forever since i did that

34. Cheated while playing a game?
nope

35. Been lonely?
of course

36. Fallen asleep at work/school?:
no

37. Been to a club?:
yeah.

38. Felt an earthquake?:
nah

39. Touched a snake?:
eww no

41. Ever taken the parents car without permission?:
Yup

42. Had detention?:
never

43. Been in a car accident?:
yea

45. Witnessed a crime?:
no

46. Been lost?:
yes

47. Ever gone away for the weekend without the parents?
yeah

48. Felt like dying from embarrassment?:
yea... quite often actually to be honest

49. Cried yourself to sleep?:
yea

50. Sang karaoke?:
nope

51. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?:
yea... many times.

52. Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose?
yeah haha

53. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?:
yes

54. Kissed in the rain?
no

55. Sung in the shower?
yup

56. Had a dream that you married someone?:
yeah

57. Gone across the country?:
yeah

58. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole?
no

59. Ever gone to school pratically naked?
no

60. Have you ever been a cheerleader?:
not the cheerleading type
ha can you picture me a cheerleader? i think not

61. Sat on a rooftop?
Yes

62. Didn't take a shower for a week?
no

63. Ever been too scared to watch scary movies alone?:
yeah

64. Played truth or dare?
yes

65. Played spin the bottle?:
yup

66. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger?:
yea many times... guys are creepy and grosss

67. Broken a bone?:
yup

68. Been easily amused?:
oh yeah

69. Laugh so hard you cry?
yeah

70. Cheated on a test?:
yeah

71. Forgotten someone's name?:
no im good with names

72. Blacked out from drinking?:
nope

73. Played a prank on someone?:
no

74. Gone to a late night movie?
yeah

75. Made love to anything not human?:
no

76. Failed a class?
yup

77. Choked on something?:
nope
78. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours?:
no

79. Ever had a pony?:
no :o(

80. Did you celebrate the 4th of July?
not yet

81. Thrown strange objects?:
yeah

82.Felt like killing someone?
nah just kicking them

83. Thought about running away?:
yea

84. Ran away?:
only lil kid style

85. Had detention and not attend it?:
never had detention

86. Made your parents cry?:
yeah

87. Cried over someone?
yeah

88. Owned more than 5 sharpies?:
yeah

89. Dated someone more than once?:
yep

90. Have a dog?:
Dakota

92. Been in a band?:
no

93. Drank more than 25 sodas a day?:
nope

94. Broken a cd?:
no

95. Shot a gun?:
no
96.Been on MySpace for over 5 hours?
im not that bad

97. Hurt yourself on purpose?:
no

98. Have a crush on someone right now?
kinda

99. Ever felt love at first sight?
nope only lust

100. Thought about what people would say at your funeral?
i just hope its good stuff

This is what happens when you leave me alone at school

Thu, 11 May 2006 22:32:11 GMT

What time is it?:6:21pm
Have you really nothing better to do?: nope
Are you male or female?: female
What is your first name?: Kristin
What is your last name?: Partenio
Any middle names?: Michelle
What about nicknames?:Kris, Tin, Nitsirk, Stubby,Cubed
Were you named after anyone?: nope
When were you born?: July 30, 1986
For those with only one brain cell: how old does that make you?: 19
What's your nationality?: Italian and Irish
Where do you live?: Carmel NY and Wilson NC

-Appearance-
How tall are you?:5'7
How much do you weigh?: more than I'd like to
What colour is your hair?: brown
Is that the result of genetics or hair dye?: genetics
What is your hairstyle?: iits finally getting long again
What colour are your eyes?:hazel
Do you usually wear make-up?: yup
What clothes are you wearing?: phi mu parents day shirt and pj shorts
What is your shoe size?: 9
Do you wear glasses?:when i read
Do you have braces?: nope
Do you wear jewelry?: yep
Do you have any tattoos?: no
And piercings?: 6
Do your looks resemble a certain celebrity's?: nope i look like me
Are you happy with your appearance in general?i mean im stuck w/ it so i guess

-Your life, part I: the early years-
Where were you born?: Carmel NY
Do you know at what exact time?: 4:16am
Were you easy to please as a baby?: nope
When did you start going to school?: 5
Did you have lots of friends?: yeah everyone was friends in kindergarten
Who was your best friend?: Rebecca A.
Were you bullied?: nope
Did you have lots of toys?: yeah i was spolied..but hey im the only girl
What was your favourite?: i have no idea
Did you spend more afternoons at your friends' houses than your own?: yeah
Were you raised to believe in Santa Clause/God/the Easter bunny/et cetera?:of course, Santa is real
Did you go to a nice school?: I went to public school
Were you a good student?:yeah i loved school
What did you want to be as a kid?: haha a firetruck

-Family-
Are your parents still together?: yes
If so: Did you know that they still have sex with each other?: good let them hit it
If not: Aren't you glad now that you've read the previous question?:
Do you have any siblings?: 2 brothers
If so: What are their names and how old are they?: Sean 22 and Kevin 17
Do your parents treat you differently from your siblings?: Seans the favorite lol, but now that im gone i am
Do you like your parents and siblings?: yeah theyre the best
How many grandparents do you have?: 0
How many aunts and uncles?: alot
How many cousins?: alot
Do you get along with your parents?: very well
Do you prefer your father's or mother's side of the family?: mothers
Who's your favourite family member?: thats sooo hard, uncle tom though
How often do you see other members of the family?:when im home i see them all the time and i love it
Do you trust your family?: with my life
Do you expect to break your ties with your family in time?: god no

-Favourites-
Actor:: Richard Gere, Morgan Freeman, Vin diseal
Amusement park: Lake compounds is good cuz its close
Animal: Turtles
Arcade game: air hockey
Article of clothing: any of the boy sweatshirts i've stolen form the boys lol
Athlete: idk
Author: Sarah Densen
Bad habit: hmmm i have a few
Beverage: lemonade
Board game: Life
Boy's name:Hudson, Dustin, Skylar
Candy:: reese penut butter cups
Car: i dont have a favorite
Cartoon: idk
City: New York
Colour:: pink
Comedian:: Carlos mensena
Comic:: none
Communication method:: depends who im talkin to.
Conversation topic:: i dont know, whatever comes up
Country:: usa
Day:: saturday
Drug:: none
Emotion:: happy
Eye colour:: doesnt matter
Movie: Pretty woman, dirty dancing, NMNT, a man on fire soooo many
Food:: pasta
Football team:: ?
Fruit:: pineapple
Girl's name:: Taylor christine, Madison, and Skylar
Hair colour::doesnt matter
Holiday:: christmas
Holiday destination:: home.
Household pet:: dakota
Ice cream flavour:: mint choclate chip
Instant messaging program:: AIM
Insult:: ur mom lol it still cracks me up
Invention:: phone and internet
Language:: english
Limb:: randomess
Letter::u
Mental disorder:: lol OCD
Month:: july and december
Number:: 7!
Organ:: heart
Personality trait:: honest
Pizza topping:: garlic
Place to go out:: olive garden, i love the bread
Planet:: earth
Punctuation mark:: ?????
Radio station:: umm i guess k104.7
Sandwich filling:: cheese
School subject:: English
Season:: summer.
Shape:: star
Shop:: barnnes and nobles
Sleeping position:: on my stomach
Smell: umm boys smell good usually, fresh cut grass
Snack:: depends
Sport (to play):: hockey
Sport (to watch):: im starting to like basketball
Supernatural ability:: to be able to just snap my fingers and be anywhere i wanted to be
Swear word:: bitches
Time of the day:: nap time
Torturing method:: ew idk
TV channel:: WB and ABC family
TV show:: Laguana Beach, Law and Order SVU, and everwood
Type of meat:: chicken
Vegetable:: tomatos
Way to waste time:: talking on the phone
Music: i like it all
What kind of music do you like?: all
What's your favourite band/artist?: way too many
How many CDs do you own?: no idea
How many of them are legal?:umm a few
What's your favourite vocalist?:i dont know
Guitarist?:idk
Bassist?: idk
Drummer?: idk

-Current:-
Amusement:: this survey
Annoyance:: being so far from home
Beverage:: water
Book:: Marley and Me
Craving:: I really want a pickle
Desktop picture::Bid day picture from this spring
Fear:: being alone forever
Food:: pasta
Mood:: bored
Pain:: in my back
Person you're talking to:: no one
Song:: Right kind of wrong
Thought:: how many hours tillim home

-Have you ever-
Beaten someone up?:yep
Been arrested?: nope
Been beaten up?: negative
Been expelled?: nope
Been fired?: nope
Been in a play?: nope
Been on an airplane?: yeah almost every month
Been on the radio?: no
Been on top of a mountain?: yes
Been on tv?: no
Been out of the country?: oh yeah
Been suspended?: nope
Been to a football game?: yeah
Broken the law?: yea
Bungee jumped?: negative
Cheated on a test?: yea
Danced?: yeah
Drunk an alcoholic beverage?:yes
Driven a car?: yeah
Fallen off a flight of stairs.: lol yup all the time
Fired a gun?:no
Gotten so drunk you threw up?: yes =( no fun
Had a dream that came true?: kinda
Stayed awake for more than 48 hours?: yep

-This or that-
Africa or South America?: africa
AIM or MSN?: AIM
Amsterdam or Utrecht?: amsterdam
Anime or cartoons?: cartoons
Apocalypse Now or Full Metal Jacket?: i dont know what either of them are
Autumn or spring?: autumn
Bath or shower?: shower
Beach or city?: beach
Blue or green?: blue
Chocolate or vanilla?: choclate
Coke or Pepsi?: pepsi
Cold or hot?: cold
Dream or reality?: dreams.
Evening or morning?: night time
Family or friends?: both. i couldnt live without either.
Future or past?: hmm i dont know, i guess future
Hate or love?: love
Home-cooked meal or restaurant?: home cooked
Lies or truth?: truth

-Do you-
Brush your teeth more than once every day?: yep
Check your email daily?: yeah
Drink alcohol?: yea
Piss in the shower?: ew no
Play any sports?: nope
Talk in your sleep?: lol yeah and i sing
Travel a lot?: yup

Are you:
A bad loser?: no
A multi-tasker?: yes
A racist?: no
Easily amused?: oh yeah
Easily distracted?: yeah
Easily embarassed?:yeah but im gettin better
Easily offended?: not usually
Forgiving?: yup
Lazy?: sometimes
Lonely?: kind of.
Lost or incomplete?:no
Neat?: yup
Respectful?: very
Secretive?: yeah
Sneaky?: not in a bad way

Damn my boyfreind is hot!

Fri, 07 Apr 2006 01:34:10 GMT

Anyway...I'm really excited that theres only 40 days of school left. The Summer is so close I can almost taste it. We had greek games today and we did really well. We came in first in the tug of war and in the obstacle course and second in the pyramid and mattress race. Tomorrow we find out the winners of greek week and greek god and goddess. Maria was our goddess and hopefully she wins.

We have a greek sing closed weekend this weekend, it's going to be crazy Friday, Saturdau, Sunday, and monday is just a little too much Phi Mu is closed quarters for me. But on the other hand greek sing looks awesome and I think we have a really good chance of winning this year.

And the weekend of greek sing my parents and Nikki are coming down and Creech and Stu so it's going to be amazing I can't wait! And then the weekend after that (3 weeks ish) I'm going to MCLA is see Danielle. I'm looking foward to leaving the Barton bubble for a weekend to see her. And then its the home strech. Classes end May 3 or 4 and then exams start. And the freedom for the summer. But I really need to find a new job because I do not want to work at the gym again, unless I get better hours and I am NOT doing DAYCARE.

Fri, 31 Mar 2006 03:21:10 GMT

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Oh the drama

Fri, 31 Mar 2006 02:56:56 GMT

is right. To make a super long story short, I recently got a roomie...yes i know theres less then 2 months left, but it was for the good of mankind. lol Breanna is awesome anyway and I can't blame her for moving out of her roo, especially since I did too. I'm loving the new girls. Ani although she is mean and tries to kill me when we go out is awesome and super funny. Laura cracks me up. There a good phi class.

I'm so excited for the summer. it's almost here. I want some lazy beach days and drinking w/ my girls.

Oh and Danielle or Nicole ask me about Sam hahaha

Sun, 19 Mar 2006 05:52:01 GMT

Tonight = one of the best nights ever! =)

I'm so crazy....

Tue, 07 Mar 2006 22:39:20 GMT

Somebody walked by me today and I swear they smelled like cake batter, and it made me stop and turn because even though its impossiable, I wanted it to be you.

Fri, 03 Mar 2006 02:53:01 GMT

I'm feeling so much better since the last time I wrote. I got to go to the Phi Mu leadership confrence last weekend. It was cool, I learned alot and got to get away from school for a little while. I'm still stressing it, but taking it one day at a time.

I'm soooo excited that spring break is 8 days. I can't wait to see my family. I miss them so much. my parents 25th wedding anniversary is the Saturday when I get back, and the party is going to be amazing. I know it. We have an awesome DJ and a great bar tender and so many people coming. It's going to be the place to be.

Ohh and I had the best wal-Mart trip ever today. I parked my car and then these 3 girls got in a fist fight right in front of my car. They had walmart security seperate them. It was crazy. lol

Time

Mon, 20 Feb 2006 15:34:27 GMT

Time is such and amazing thing. It heals and destroys and hurts and so much more. I know I sound like some crazy hippe but deal with it. Time can mend a broken heart and heal a friendship, but it can also make spaces wider and end things. I've been thinking about my life and all the people that have came and gone and I guess it really is true, friends come and go but true friends leave footprints in your heart. Or something like that. In my 19 years of life I have made many friends and lost them along the way. Now when I think about it, I have many acquaintances but less true friends. I have come to realzie this is better. If you can count the number of friends you have on one hand then you are a lucky person, and I am indeed a lucky person. All of these people I have known for a number of years and they have all been there for me in times of need and when in times of joy. There have been the temporary "best friends" but when times get rough they seem to disapper. And to the friends I have lost along the way I am so much better off, and you probally are to. God doesn't give you the people or things you want in life, he gives you things you need.People to hurt you, and love you, and teach you. And these are the people that are stil in my life and have lasted the test of time.

Ok enough crazyness....

I can't wait only 18 more days and then I'm home for Spring break. I can't think of anything mmore exciting, except the fact that I'm going to MCLA in like 2 months to visit Danielle. Ohh and me and Danielle decided when we're home we're going to go to like a diner in Brewster and pretend we're japaneese just to throw everyone off. hahaha Oh how I miss her.

Me and Nicole had a heart to heart the other night, I think we got off the phone at like 4am. Those are the friends that matter. The ones you can talk to all night and not remember anything that was stressing you. Some of the hightlights we're: Tom, Camping, Water fights, and the Bowen house. Oh how I miss her..

School has been stressing me out like crazy and it's making me sick again. Thats another reason I can't wait to go home. Everything is so peaceful when I'm home..it's my comfort zone.

Quote of the day..Dannie and me and Bio talking about which organelles heal and make people sick..we got them all wrong so Dannie Said "This is why I'm being a teacher cuz I just kiled a bunch of people" lol I guess ya had to be there...

Valentine's Day

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 05:21:59 GMT

So considering it's Valentine's Day..well not really it was over like 15 minutes ago, but w/e it wasn't tooo bad. I'm going crazy though and have been crying like crazy but there were a few good parts. Tyler Dean and Kevin both got me a flower. Kevin cuz I asked him and Tyler just cuz he's awesome.I talked to prom date. But the best part was Jared left this taped to my door and I didnt find out till hours later that it was from him

Here is a card that is just for you
On Valentine's Day when you feel so blue
There is someone out there calling you mine
And day after day you're on their mind
So don't get upset or shed a tear
You brighten up their life and take away their fear
They'll love you forever and forever you'll stay
Deep in their heart for every hour of the day
So on this day of love and delight
Happy Valentine's Day from that one special guy
With all his might

Isn't that so sweet? Breanna is really lucky to have him.

Other news- Spring break is in about 27 days and I'm going to see Danielle in like 10 weeks and 3 days woo hoo! lol I can't wait to go home. My parents anniversary party should be awesome, I'm so excited, And me and Sean got them a good present. I miss my cousins so much lately. I really wanna see them too. Pretty much everyone thats home I can't wait to see.

yay for being bored at work

Fri, 10 Feb 2006 01:06:56 GMT

You are Betty Grable

The ulitmate girl next door
You're the perfect girl for most guys
Pretty yet approachable. Beautiful yet real.

What Famous Pinup Are You?

Your Toes Should Be White

A little funky and a little fresh, you're constantly evolving your flirting style.

Your ideal guy: A witty brainiac with hottie potential

Stay away from: Overly dorky guys who become obsessed with you

What Color Should Your Toenails Be?

You Are Pistachio Ice Cream

Funky. Surprising. Wild.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

Your Love Song Is

You and Me by Lifehouse

"Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you"

For you, love is very intense and a little difficult to express.

What Love Song Are You?

You'll Find Love Through Friends

Your friends get you better than any guy ever has
And they're the perfect people to introduce you to your soulmate
So look and act you're best with them, even if it's a girl's night out
You never know who they might find for you!

Where Will You Find Love?

Your Life is Like

Serendipity

What John Cusack movie are you?

You Are an Indifferent Ex

You're not one of those girls who thinks about her exes - or even remembers them
"Love 'em and Leave 'em" is your motto. And your break ups tend to be a clean break.
It's a nice strategy to have, and guys appreciate your total lack of emotional baggage.
But just a little reminder: it is okay to remember the good parts of your past, even with exes.

What Kind of Ex Are You?

Tue, 07 Feb 2006 22:22:50 GMT

I'm so frustrated I just want to scream. Haven't been this stressed in a while. I had to sound this pathetic, but I really do miss the way things used to be.

Back at it

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 01:53:35 GMT

It's nice to be back. It was hard to come back, but now that classes and everything has started I'm to busy to complain lol. My classes are good so far, math is going to be hard just because I stink at it, and I think Race and Ethics is gunna be tough, but I can handle it. I'm excited about my social work class, and Christian thought should be fun. I have a sister in almost all of my classes too so thats cool.

Last night me and the girls bucked it up and then hung out at Rian's till 5:30am. Crazy times but always fun and no drama which always makes it better.

I don't really have anything else to write about. I'm really happy for the first time in a while. I've decided to just let go of things in the past because dwelling on them doesn't make it better. It just makes it hurt more.

Tue, 10 Jan 2006 02:06:55 GMT

SOME THINGS YOU MIGHT NOT KNOW ABOUT ME--

1. DO YOU SNORE?
nope

2. ARE YOU A LOVER OR A FIGHTER?
a lover, but I'll fight for what I love

3. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
being alone, losing someone I love

4. AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO MANIAC?
yup

5. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY" TV?
some of it's good

6. DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
yeah

7. WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?
yeah

8. IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?
haha yeah for now

9. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?
grey

10. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?
YES! in the shower, in the car, in my room, at work... i enjoy singing :)

11. HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?
no

12. ANY SECRET TALENTS?
If I told you they wouldnt be secret

13. WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?
I love Bermuda, and Tortolla, but I really wanna go to Jamacia

14. IS JAY LENO FUNNY?
sometimes, I used to like headlines =*(

15. Have you eaten sushi?
yeah

16. Have you ever seen the movie Donnie Darko?
parts of it

17. DO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE?
eh

18. HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE POP?
I have no idea

19. CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?
no way

20. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?
sure have

21. ?your

22. ?mom

23. WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING?
I dont have one

24. IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
I hope so

25. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
nope

26. WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?
Some kinds of glitter

27. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE YOU"?
last night to my mom

28. IS ELVIS STILL ALIVE?
nope

29. DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS?
nope

30. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?
fried

31. ARE BLONDES DUMB?
some of them

32. WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP?
i dont knoe

33. WHAT TIME IS IT?
8:54pm

34. DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
yup lots of them

35. IS MCDONALD'S DISGUSTING?
nope

36. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR?
when i took kevin to work b4

37. DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS?
showers

38. IS SANTA CLAUS REAL?
YES! hooray for santa!

39. DO YOU LIKE TO HAVE YOUR NECK KISSED?
yeah

40. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?
nope

41. WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO?
haha i dont know

42. CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER?
i like both

43. CAN YOU CRACK YOUR NECK?
yup

44. HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE?
yes, not fun

45. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BRUSHED YOUR TEETH TODAY?
twice

46. IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
you bet

47. ?hmmm...
totally

48. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?
hazel

49. WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
i dont know

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE?
yeah its awesome

51. WHO'S BETTER? MAC or PC?
PC

52. ARE YOU PSYCHIC?
ha Danielle says im telepathic

53. HAVE YOU READ "CATCHER IN THE RYE"?
no

54. DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS?
nope

55. HAVE U EVER STOLEN MONEY?
nope

56. CAN YOU SNOWBOARD?
kinda

57. DO YOU LIKE CAMPING?
Yea

58. DO U SNORT WHEN U LAUGH?
no

59. DO YOU BELIEVE IN MAGIC?
of course

60. ARE DOGS A MAN'S BEST FRIEND?
definetly

61. YOU BELIEVE IN DIVORCE?
it depends

62. CAN YOU DO THE MOONWALK?
nope

63. DO YOU MAKE A LOT OF MISTAKES?
everyone makes mistakes

64. IS IT COLD OUTSIDE TODAY?
nah it was pretty warm today

65. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
rice

66. DO YOU WEAR NAILPOLISH?
yup

68. WHAT'S THE MOST ANNOYING TV COMMERCIAl?
umm I dont know

69. DO YOU SHOP AT AMERICAN EAGLE?
nope

QUIZ #2:

1 MINUTE AGO: said hmm
1 HOUR AGO: watched a movie w/ dad
1 DAY AGO: saw Kathleen
1 YEAR AGO: was protesting going back to school

I FEAR: being alone
I FEEL: bored and kinda cold
I HIDE: from problems
I MISS: you =(
I LEARN: something everyday
I NEED: to be warm
I THINK: I want to go to Starbucks

FIRSTS..
First Screenname: bubblez something
First credit card: i still dont have one
First enemy: hmm I dont remember
First musician you remember hearing in your house: Bon Jovi

LASTS..
Last car ride: taking kevin to work
Last kiss: I dont know
Last movie seen in the theatre: Rumor has it
Last food consumed: rice
Last phone call: Danielle
Last CD played: A mix
Last beverage: nwater with vitamin C stuff..it was gross

SHORT ANSWER
I AM: sad
I WANT: to drive
I HAVE: a headache
I WISH: things were different
I WONDER: where i'll be a year from now
I ALWAYS: want to be home
I DANCE: when i drink
I SING: all the time
I CRY: when i get stressed
I LAUGH: at everything
I AM NOT ALWAYS: logical
I WRITE: in a journal
I WIN: umm
I LOSE: my mind
I CONFUSE: myslef

FAVORITES..
NUMBER: 7
COLOR(S): pink and yellow
DAYS: that i get to sleep late
MONTH: aJuly
SONG(S): Jesus take the wheel
SEASON: Summer and Winter
DRINK: water. diet pepsi

IN THE LAST 2 DAYS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED? nope
HELPED SOMEONE? i dont think so
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: nope
TALKED TO AN EX? yeah
MISSED AN EX? yeah
WRITTEN IN A DIARY?: yeah
HAD A SERIOUS TALK: nope
HUGGED SOMEONE?: yes
YELLED AT SOMEONE?: yeah

Sun, 08 Jan 2006 19:12:22 GMT

This break was awesome and I'm sad it's almost over. Just a few more days, then back to school. I hng out with Danielle, and Rob alot. I saw Kathleen and we had our usual talk session in the diner. Good times. I saw so many I haven't seen in a while.

Christmas was good, I got alot of stuff I wanted and some stuff I never thought to ask for but got anyway so it all turned out good. I got the digital camera I've wanted forever and Sean got me the purfume I really wanted. SO it all turned out good. Ohh and Santa got me a sled so I was VERY excited.

New Year's was good too. I went to my aunt's house and played in the snow with the kids, I love the snow and my cousins. I miss them so much when I'm at school. Nikki is my baby. Well she's 11 now, but you know what I mean. Then I went to Val's house and rang in the New Year with them. It was fun.

Last night was Valerie's birthday so I went to her house for a while her family and Amy were there. I haven't seen Amy in forvere so it was really nice to catch up.

I also spent alot of time with my family so over all it was the best break in a while.

Too all the people who pretend to be my friends..I'm done with you. You are fuck up's and liars and I'm sorry I ever wasted my time calling you a friend. =)

*Don't bother me with your lies*

weekend

Weekend

sick

Weekend

This weekend

Summer re-cap

Summer

This is what happens when you leave me alone at school

Damn my boyfreind is hot!

Oh the drama

I'm so crazy....

Time

Valentine's Day

yay for being bored at work

Back at it

Don't bother me with your lies